The Days After

I had emergency surgery this weekend on an Ectopic pregnancy. My tube didn't rupture, but it was close. I have never been in that kind of pain before. Recovery is slow. I'm a fast healer, but it's hard not to move your abdomen in any way. Hubby went back to work today, but SIL has the kids for the day. So I'm alone, working out some stuff in my head, but it's all kinda fuzzy due to the darvocet :) I felt I needed this for me. I lay in bed a night and compose. During a motorcycle trip to Chicago once I wrote a whole book on breastfeeding. I want to spill my guts, I want to confess my deepest thoughts, anxieties. I have so many right now.